today has been soooo shitty for me. you know one of those days you got when you are doing nothing but it seems like you went through a lot with your thoughts and so many crazy things going on in your head to screw you even further. making you feel like shit, making you feel unworthy of yourself..
yeah this kinda day sucks
well its not like I had nothing much to do, i was at work and i really wish more people would come in all the time to keep myself occupied. I was so happy to see kids come in. can you imagine? on normal days i would be like "just give me a break"
it was one of those day where you just wanna be like "fuck it" to everything you can possible. just say fuck it to everything and get home and lie on the floor. which i did. it felt so good to be able to lie down on this very nice wooden floor. it was so cooling. then i spread out my hair and see how stupid i actually looked. then i went to play some made in heights to keep myself calm in this darkness. maybe i should take a really long bath.
a realllly long one that my skin might wrinkle when i get out of it.
why is made in heights so nice to listen to
its like my go to band whenever i feel so shitty about myself
i just want to take a bath right now
wait for tomorrow to come
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