lazy and busy

Hello you people or maybe just me. I've disppeared for a looong time because honestly I was too lazy to update anything. everyday is the same routine so there isn't anything interesting to document in my life. also, on days that are slightly interesting, i don't find the motivation to post at all - so in short, i am just a really lazy person. even @nasun is rotting to death.

so.. from where i left off, a lot has happened/changed. (the biggest thing of all is that ITS A NEW YEAR)

i started another semester in school and this marks the 3rd semester. i am currently freaking busy with submissions as i have 3 final projects due in 2 weeks time. this semester was so helpful to me in all kind of ways. i think i gained a lot from it, and i learn to see things in a different way now.

also, i have been doing kerning & tracking (typography terms but basically means spacing out individual alphabets) so often that i can't help but naturally want to visually kern it whenever i see chunk of words on any graphic.

i am having a lot of fun doing this semester's project, aside from being so stressed up from time to time. can't wait to finish my submissions and see the final outcome of everything.

then i have one more sem to go - 3 months to be exact. and i will be a fresh graphic designer, and i can finally call myself that.













i am still exploring from time to time with r. (shot at Dakota crescent)

which reminds me of the roll of film sitting in my cabinet for a long time. im sorry im gonna take you out to develop soon. when i have the time, when i have the time...

also, constantly pigging myself out. the golden tofu at swee choon is so amazing........

more working on my projects and him shooting for one of my assignments for future use.


see you soon

mon-sun

shot with Konica C35 using EKTAR 100 

 

monday and tuesday night: replaying his videos to sleep, missing him like crazy 

wednesday: hoping friday would come.

thursday: getting excited for friday. 

friday evening: i wish i can hug him like this forever

saturday: don't end don't end don't end. 

sunday night: telling him how much i miss him even though he just left a few hours ago

basically every week of my life 

missing him 

waiting for 10pm phone calls

jump for joy when friday comes 

i love you

the most

always

i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
i hate time i hate time i hate waiting i hate everything i hate anticipations i hate countdowns i hate myself i hate all that can be hate i hate it i fucking hate it


just hide you pathetic soul
just go back to the sheets
just let the water flow
just crumble
and go
is this what you've been waiting for
now take a good look
everyone is pointing fingers at you
you fool
keep dreaming

"quit beating yourself up" and films

not feeling the best today, but that phone call with him sure make me feel a little happier and sure about myself and wherever i am going. don't worry i will always remember all your words of encouragement and keep it with me for the bad days :)

sometimes you tend to lose yourself easily as you see many amazing works out there. but, always always remember to be yourself. only by being yourself, will you then be able to create something that nobody else can follow and make the most out of it! for me now, i waver a lot. i see many good artist that i wish to become, and i am so immersed in wanting to be them that i forgot that i am me instead. but at the end of the day, you'll be dead beat trying to be someone else. so come back to being yourself 

-- 

sorry for rambling so much, i guess these are just compiled feelings over the month. also, i have been eating frosties almost every night now and its not going good. even when i'm full, i feel the need to have frosties while re-watching friends before i can go to bed. 

i have many many many assignments too.. many many things to do..... i miss lying on my bed for just one full day. 

in the mean time, i finally developed my films! So here goes - shot by Konica c35 EF / Ektar 100

yay its friday!

Another month, hello October!

So another month is soon to be over, and we are one more month closer to Christmas(yay!)

For the last week of September.. pretty much enjoying my one week of term break before a crazy semester starts. I have lessons till 10pm almost everyday, oh dear.......

The haze has been pretty bad lately but it comes and go. Mid autumn festival was fun, drinking chinese tea cup after cup.

Friday come quick

hello see you later

lately i have been SOOOO busy rushing out my final projects. first submission and presentation will be tomorrow. and then two more next week!

made a list of things to get done with during the holidays. i have to send my macbook for repair. it crashed thrice and all three times when i'm on illustrator before i got to save my files, so i had to start all over again. 

all the best with life guys

while i bury my face full of pimples in my computer screen (if possible hahaha) 

progress

how are you
i have lots to do
but i am lying every single minute that i can
i feel like i am making progress
but then again i am not because i have been lying around so much
i feel like i want to try drawing using legit drawing pens rather than markers
maybe i should go get some drawing pens tomorrow
will be running errands
have so much to buy for executing my photography project
i am so excited for so many things
for friday / for seeing him / for drawing
hands are a pain in the ass to draw